Concentration Challenge

Headache
Face orange like the sun
Nervous
Not sure why this is the way
Controlled breathing
Barely able to handle this pressure

Anticipation
Early knowledge
Still unable to make the right move
Raging chess match
With only myself to challenge
Beginning to lose focus around me

Seeking the answer
A moment of release
Frustration throughout the air
Imaginary steam from my back
This will break me
Or all shall be broken around me.