Truth, Life And Precious Revelations

I'm sure it's important
To see how things changed
Mistakes were made
Decisions shattered
Hell if I understand my actions
Did it change too much
My happiness exists
Despite the unfortunate past

Remember when I yelled at you
After that lovely day
My fear of being trapped
Pushed you far away
You said you didn't want this
Calm down or ruin more
I went away in anger
Too scared to think I was great

Hard to believe that very day
I lost it on someone random
One decade later
Another loves me forever
With a single failure
Given a second chance
Probably a third and fourth undeserved
But something changed all that

After viewing in disguise
I learned you have met someone good
Personally you can do better
But it wouldn't be me if I lied
Still I hope the best
Don't worry
I've never hated you at all
You're the third thing from my mind
My life is ahead this time.